Where is my mind?

It’s been a while since I haven’t posted here. I feel like I’ve been wasting my space on the internet. I have a couple of content to post soon, but I realized that I need to get this out in the way. This pandemic has been driving us crazy, one way or another.

In the city where I live, it’s been more than 200 days that we’ve been on a community quarantine situation. I don’t know when this will end, to be honest. In the early days of the quarantine, I still feel optimistic. But now, I’m not sure how I feel anymore.

I’m writing this as a check-in for myself. Let me share with you how I feel and where does my mind wanders of these days:

  • I think a lot about the past and how I feel that I’ve wasted many good opportunities. This year, I was supposed to travel alone and get myself into driving school in which I’ve postponed a lot in the past years. And now I have to push back on those plans, and the sad thing is that I’ll never know when I’ll be able to do it.
  • The pandemic, in general, is a test of everything. It is a test of humanity, patience, and even leadership in communities and organizations. Before, I try to stay away from politics and what I believe in. But this pandemic gave me a whole new different perspective. If we choose better leaders and be collective in all the right values, the world will be a better place to live in.
  • I miss being somewhere else. I find myself longing for long walks on the beach or an early morning stroll in the park. I miss being somewhere else, aside from being in front of my desk.

That’s it for now. It’s past 2 AM, and I need to sleep as I have work later. Until then, let’s hope that this will end soon.

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Vanya R.

I love everything that amuses me and I hate anything that annoys me.

One thought on “Where is my mind?”

  1. Where Is My Mind?
    (by the Pixies)
    Ooh, stop…With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
    Try this trick and spin it, yeah…Your head will collapse
    But there’s nothing in it, And you’ll ask yourself
    Where is my mind? Where is my mind? Where is my mind?
    Way out in the water…See it swimmin’
    I was swimmin’ in the Caribbean
    Animals were hiding behind the rock, Except the little fish
    But they told me, he swears…Tryin’ to talk to me koi koy
    Where is my mind? Where is my mind? Where is my mind?
    Way out in the water….See it swimmin’


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